13.07.28

I had to stop, and take a breather from the madness that is my life this weekend. With birthday parties, work, family stuff, and social gatherings, I just wasn't making enough time for myself. And I hit my wall. The wall where you stop and realize that you are so exhausted that you might actually throw up. You are in a loop of never ending interaction. So for now, I am stepping away from things for a bit. I will still be around a night or two a week. But that's about it. I need to re-center myself. I need to find quiet time to enjoy writing again. I need to get back to running on a regular schedule, meditating, and learning when to say no. Trying to trick myself into thinking I am not an introvert has done nothing for me but exhaust me. Pushing myself does nothing for me, and I need to remember that. So in actuality, this is not so much a goodbye note, as a love letter to the important people in my life. This is my promise that I will feel so much better, and actually be myself again once I get myself to a better place. So, thank you to those of you who look out for me and keep me together. I love you, and you know I will keep in contact.